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Above
the fortress the sky dimmed to lavender, a time
that passed for night in this world. Here every
creature knew by their internal clock what time
of night or day it was, all but Johanna Quinn,
a woman of Earth. Between this universe and
the next only a thin wall intervened, a permanent
storm that forbade contact between Earth and
the Entire. Or so most believed.
Johanna
hurried down deserted corridors following the
heavy drumbeat of the engine just ahead, a bass
thrumming that pounded in her ears and the hollow
of her chest. Coming to a divide in the hall
she took the left branch, remembering her partial
and wholly inadequate map. This hall too was
deserted, and she rushed on. She prayed not
to be discovered, although she had her alibi,
thin as it might be.
Johanna
wondered how he would kill her when the time
came. There were good ways and bad, and she
allowed herself—amid all her sacrifices—to
have a strong preference in the matter. Her
captors could do what they wished, of course.
They were Tarig.
Tonight
only one Tarig inhabited the Repel of Ahnenhoon,
and Johanna profoundly hoped their paths would
not cross. Her presence in this hall was not
strictly forbidden, though. In her ten years
of captivity she had earned a degree of freedom.
Like a butterfly with a pin through its body,
she could move up, down and in a circle. Enough
freedom to have learned by now how large, how
vastly large, was her prison with its thousand
miles of corridors and mazes. Even so, few sentients
lived here—a measure of Tarig confidence
regarding assault and their preference for solitary
lives. However, they had not reckoned what havoc
a lone woman could wreak.
Something
yanked her from behind. She stifled a gasp,
staggering. But it was only her long hair, caught
for a moment in a knot of cables snaking along
the wall. She tucked her hair into her tunic
collar and hurried on, following the thunder
of the engine, louder now as she approached
its seat.
Up
ahead was the opening she sought: the deck that
circled the containment chamber. She passed
through the arch and onto the catwalk where
in time of siege defenders of the Repel might
take aim against intruders. That Johanna was
such an intruder her lord would be surprised
to discover.
She
gazed out on a broad valley of giant and baffling
technology. Lights winked across acres of metal
machines—many presumably computational
devices—separated by paths as narrow as
the Tarig who had made them. Alongside these
machines tall struts held up silos of churning
material, and these in turn sheltered docks
of instrumentation, arcane in design and disorienting
in their scale. An occasional gleam announced
the work of molecular fabbers cleaning and repairing.
Standing on the high deck Johanna could easily
see the great engine nesting at the center of
the cavern. It shuddered and boomed, knocking
all other sounds out of the air. The engine
of Ahnenhoon.
From
this distance it looked no larger than her fist.
It crouched in two lobes like a metal heart.
Within sight but not within reach. At floor
level the engine nested in the center of an
unbreachable maze. This was why she had come
here tonight: to look for patterns. Somewhere
in this cavern lay a path—a continuous
course from the perimeter of the walls to the
engine. Someday she would walk that path, to
the heart of it. She gripped the rail and peered,
searching for any route she could spy from this
vantage point. Her eyes grew weary with the
paths and their twists. She prayed for keen
sight, being one who believed in prayer. But
each lane that she traced through the valley
of machines came to an end or fed back to the
beginning. The maze held.
Nearby,
perhaps three miles distant, the wall of the
universe formed a barrier between this cosmos
and Earth’s. The wall, crafted by vast
and faultless technologies, resisted penetration.
Yet this lobed engine could reach through, bringing
about the collapse of all that she loved: the
Earth and everything else beyond imagination
to the ends of the folded, curving universe.
It would not, Lord Inweer said, happen today
or next year, but soon. In response to the siren
call of the engine the Rose universe would fall
in on itself in an instant. Thus collapsed it
would burn so very brightly. A fine source of
fuel and virtually an eternal one.
For
all her intent gaze the maze kept its secret.
No paths pierced the heart of the chamber; at
least not one she could see. This excursion
was a failure. God, of course, didn’t
owe her a revelation.
She
felt more than heard a presence behind her.
Turning, she saw her servant. The vile creature
had followed her.
“SuMing,” Johanna said, keeping
her voice even.
SuMing
bowed. As she did so her braid fell forward,
a great rope of hair that hung to her waist.
“Did
you bring my shawl? One is cold.”
“Your
shawl is in your apartments of course.”
“Then
you have a long walk back, SuMing.”
With
a hint of a smile, SuMing bowed to her mistress.
She had no choice but to fetch the shawl. As
she turned away she stopped suddenly, then bowed
again, deeply this time, as another figure appeared
from a side corridor.
It
was the Tarig lord. SuMing must have alerted
him. Johanna bowed to Lord Inweer. “Bright
Lord.”
In
the early days his form had disquieted her,
but no longer. Her lord’s face was fine,
even beautiful. One could become accustomed
to anything, living with it long enough, Johanna
had learned. The Tarig even seemed normal with
their muscular, attenuated bodies and seven-foot
height.
Standing
before Johanna now, Lord Inweer’s skin
gleamed with a copper tinge as though he were
cast from metal. SuMing hurried past him, causing
his slit skirt to billow. “Stay,”
Lord Inweer said. The servant stopped and turned
back, waiting on her lord’s pleasure.
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However,
Inweer took no further notice of SuMing, his
eyes fixed on her mistress.
“Johanna,”
he said, his voice smooth and deep. “We
find you abroad. Not sleeping, hnn?”
She
had planned what to say if caught. With all
the poise she could muster she turned from him,
looking down into the chamber. “It called
me. I had to see it.”
In
four strides he stood next to her, his gaze
sweeping the great hall one hundred feet below.
To
Johanna’s dismay she found herself shaking.
She breathed deeply to control this, but Inweer
had already noticed.
“Afraid
of heights, Johanna? Or afraid of us?”
“Both,”
she answered, though only one was true.
On
her back she felt the pressure of his hand,
heavy and warm, without claws. Perhaps he believed
her. She had served him well, and received his
indulgence in return. Until lately, since the
news had come that Titus Quinn had been seen
again in the great Tarig city far away. And
that he had fled, taking all the Tarig brightships
with him. Now Inweer had cause to worry where
her loyalties lay. He suspected that she still
loved her husband, and she let him believe that.
It conveniently explained her agitation these
days. But she hoped that Titus had forgotten
her. He should concentrate on more urgent matters.
Such as this engine. If he knew it existed.
Pray God that he did know it existed: She had
risked everything to ensure that he did.
Inweer
guessed that her thoughts were of her husband.
“Titus did not rescue you when he came
to the Bright City. Did you think it possible?”
“No.
Still . . .” She put on a wry smile. “My
husband was always unpredictable.”
“We
recall.” Once, long ago, Inweer had known
Titus in the Ascendancy where the Tarig had
kept him. All the ruling lords had known him.
One had died of the experience.
Inweer
watched her with an unblinking, black gaze.
“You must shut your ears against the engine.”
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“I
can’t.”
“Other
things which we required of you were eventually
possible. You recall?”
Now
he toyed with her. She dared to leave his question
unanswered. Instead she murmured, “Why
did you ever tell me, my lord?”
In
his chambers one ebb-time when he had held her
as she wept, he had murmured the thing that
he thought might release her from longing. He
had told her the purpose of the engine.
“We
should not have done if it deprives you of rest.
An error?”
She
put her hands on the railing, feeling the engine’s
drumming even there. “Perhaps.”
You made a mistake, she thought, a most profound
mistake.
“Yes,
an error,” he conceded. “We wished
for you to give up your hope of home. It had
sickened you. We favor that you remain well.”
He added unnecessarily, “You will never
go home.”
“If
not, I wish always to be with you, Bright Lord.”
“Yes,”
he murmured.
If
it appeared that he had forgotten SuMing he
now made clear that he had not. “SuMing,”
he said, “come to us.”
SuMing
appeared by his side, bowing low. “Bright
Lord?”
Without
looking at her but still gazing outward, he
said, “Climb onto the railing.”
Her
mouth quivered, then released the words, “Yes,
Lord.” Wearing practical tunic pants,
she climbed up, sliding her legs over the railing,
locking her hands in position. She teetered
ever so slightly.
Lord Inweer said, “Johanna, are you cold?
You shake.”
“Yes,
very cold.”
“SuMing,”
he said, “remove your jacket.”
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To
do so SuMing had to remove one hand from the
rail to undo the clasps. After a long fumbling
at knots she undid the five buttons, dipping
one shoulder to let the jacket fall away, leaving
her with a small shift for a top.
“Hand
it to your mistress.”
She
did so and Johanna took the garment, locking
glances with the terrified girl. The silks of
the girl’s tunic rustled in the air currents
from below.
“Now
jump,” Lord Inweer said.
Without
hesitation, SuMing let go, pushed off, and plummeted.
In an instant Inweer had grabbed her braid,
stopping her fall and ripping a terrible shriek
from her. Then she hung quietly, her braid clutched
in Lord Inweer’s hand.
Inweer’s outstretched arm did not tire.
He turned to Johanna. “Shall I open my
hand?”
Below,
SuMing hung perfectly still, keeping a terrible
silence. Johanna wished she were strong enough
to rid herself of this enemy. But not this way.
“No, my lord,” she whispered, “I
will teach her to better please us.”
He
cocked his head. “If so.”
She
nodded.
Then
Inweer raised his arm, lifting SuMing’s
limp body in an effortless maneuver that hauled
her onto the railing. With his other hand he
pulled her knees clear and deposited her on
the floor, where the girl collapsed, twitching.
A trickle of blood fell down her neck.
Ignoring
SuMing, Inweer resumed his conversation with
Johanna. “It all has a price,” he
said, gazing at the engine. “Even the
gracious lords must pay a price for all we do.”
Johanna
watched SuMing shivering on the floor, her scalp
pulled halfway from her head. She could not
go to her yet.
Inweer went on. “You understand the price?”
“Insofar
as I can.”
“You
can understand.”
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In
saying this he required her to leave him blameless
in the matter of the engine. The Tarig universe
was failing, its power source rapidly depleting.
Only one decent substitute existed: Johanna’s
universe. So the burning of the Rose was the
price for the billion sentient lives gathered
here in their far-flung sways and in their common
hopes for life and love. The same things that
people on Earth desired, which only one place
could have.
SuMing
inched away from the precipice and pulled herself
into a ball, hugging her knees.
“SuMing,”
Johanna said, “can you walk?”
“Yes,
mistress,” she whispered.
“Then
go to bed.” Even traumatized and bleeding,
SuMing should get out of Inweer’s sight
quickly.
SuMing looked up. Her expression might as easily
have been hatred as gratitude. She crawled backward
for a small distance, eyes on Lord Inweer. Then
she managed to stand up and stagger away.
Johanna
felt a cold river move through her, the currents
of things to come. The person sitting on the
rail might easily have been herself. It helped
to watch how others faced a terrible death.
SuMing had been brave.
Inweer
held out an arm for her. “Now you will
rest?”
She
laid her hand on that hard skin, that tapering
arm.
It would all be so simple if she despised this
Tarig lord. But that was far from the case.
She
looked into his dark eyes. “Yes,”
she said, answering whatever he had asked her.
She must always say yes. Loving him, it was
easy to do. In most things she gladly obeyed,
serving him in all ways but one.
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